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Et liv i sammen på tross av UDI og UNE.

Min hustru og jeg traff hverandre på internett i juli 2007

Det første halvåret sendte vi hverandre mange email med fotos, og syn på livet og hva vi gjorde nesten hver dag. Dessverre har vi mistet de første emailene fra juli til august.

20/8:

My dear Asiya I will wait for you so laon you want. I have been looking every day for your letter. I am sorry but My computer was suddenly caputt and I can not connect to messenger. I am working on the problem, and hope i will be online tomorrow. I kiss you and hug you You are in my soul all the time, and thank you for very nice letter. I send from this email adress because its the only which function

Take care Blow kisses to you Jens

21/8

Good morning my dear Asiya! I hope you have slept well and a ready for a new day. How is your town and to day? Her today is sunshine and I think I will go for a walk in the forest. I will sit down at a small lake called Tryvann and enjoy the sun and my coffee and some butterbrot i have taken with me. I will think about you and what you are doing. Hope you will come to Norway some day, why not you have me here to show you around. In the evening I will go to the center of Oslo. I live only 7 km away, I will meet my friend Odd and we will have some few beers. He plan to go to Piter at the end of September and have asked if I would like to join him. I am like a consultant for him helping him with advices about Russian business. Ok my friend this is a small report about me and what I will do today. I go with you in my heart and soul. Write me please when you have time. Hug and lots and lots of kisses Jens PS I lost everything on my computer so I had to buy a new one. I had a separate disc with some files not disturbed, so I am slowely building up and try to reconstruct everything I had. Thats why I use this email account, untill I get my old up and running.

22/8 Dear, lovely Jens! Hello! it is me! Sorry, You think that i am forgot You, but i can not forget You... In front of: i think about You in all moment of my life...

23/8

Are You disapointed in me, Jens? Please, say...

Please, do not think about me badly... i am simple girl... and i Love You so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How can I ever be disapointed? I only love you more and more for each letter and photos. I want you so much my heart beat so fast. I am also only a simple boy, don be nervous I am yours for ever. I dont think you are bad, I think you are the best in the world. For me you are my inspirationand my sun and star. I love you so much I am jumping around every time I get a letter from you. Jumping and smiling and--------- how it can be so. My dear sweetheart. I kiss you and want you more and more and more. (I get crazy) Oh love I hope you will never be disapointed over me. I am so happy. Millions of kisses and good thoughts I send to you ------ Jens I will send some more photos to you, about me before I go to sleep. Thinking about you

You see I want you so much. We are both simple boy and girl. I love you and want to make love with you so much. Please dont think I am a bad person, but you are so sexy that I get almost crazy and want to see you more and more. My princes my soul is connected to you for ever. Kiss kisss kissss Love U Love U Jens

24/8 Hil ove here is me on todays boat trip in the sea. Some few photos only. I miss you terrible. 25/8 Dont think about me that I am bad boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its only I love you so much! don't think that i am bad girl - all people around me think that i am idial girl... But it is not so - ha-ha-ha - i am bad... if tru...in general...usualy... i don't like to spek about me - it is not so beautifull... I live, work, people think about me something... i only try to be good for all people, all animals, all our world... But: it is main for me - what You think about me, sweet Jens :))))))))))

26/8 Hello my dear, I am so happy! Kiss and hug Jens

28/8

Hello, Jens... May i ask YOU, why You forgot me? I miss............ But i am "affraid" a little...., because if You not write me, You don't want it..........

29/8

I miss you, where are you now. Are you working? are you out with friends? are you thinking about me? are you in good spirit? Do you want me? Will be online to night? will you send me photos.? Take care Love Jens kiss you 29/8

Sorry... If YOu don't like this picture - it it only my imagination

30/8

My dear dear dear Asiya! How are you to day????? I am thinking about you all the time, hope you have a nice day.The last photo yesterday was great you and I walking in space (on clouds) together. You are my leading star. I am sure together with you I can both walk on water and in the air. I send you some flower photos from my veranda I am not so pretty like you or the flowers but...... I love you. You are not bad girl, you are very sweet and nice girl, its me who are bad boy. Love jens I wonder ( and hope you will come to me in the evening?) I need every minute I can get with you.

30/8

I love You terrible! Why terrible? Because i want to see Your eyes..., toght Your hand and hear, and all-all-all......... I have so much energy, so biiiiiig love for You, and You are so far.... But - in any case - I LOVE YOU, my Jens. At the pictures You, like and your roses, looking Good... And i like Your wonderful smile!!!!!!!!

31/8

Hi you there on the other side of Ural. Are you gowing grapes? They looks tasty.Are they for eating or for making wine? I want to present you for my spesial friend "Teodor" he is living with me and sleep in my bedroom up under the ceiling. He is only 5 years old. I have showed photos of you to him and he is also falling in love with you. I ask me when we will meet so he can play with you. I tell him to relax but its not so easy when he likes someone he will only continue to ask for you all time. How are you today? Have you had a nice day. Here is a little cold only 12 degrees. I hope it will be better in the weekend. To tad I stood up 1 oclock in the night to look at World Championship in Atletic. 20 km walk for woman. Russia got the two first places and Norway only 4th place. Now I see you are online. I kiss you and want to talk with you Yours Jens

31/8

Sweet, sweet, sweet Jens! I am Sorry.., i want to sleep so much... Please, come here to my home - i need You... PLease say "good night" to Your friend Teodor from me.....

1/9

Hi love! How are you today. I have been out walking in the forrest thinking about you.I took a swim in a small lake it was chilly but very good. I picked a lot of mushrooms. (its white and brown at the top) The best mushroom for dinner. I also picked blueberries. So no I am back home. I shall take shower and then relax a little. Its good to be in fresh air and use my body, I feel so good afterwards. Tell me what you have been doing today. I would love to hear from you. Kiss you Jens 2/9

I love You, my sweet Jens! Lucky that can write You it is again.... Today i have holyday: i made som home works.... I was clean soil out of chiken "home" - so long time and so much thet i feel pain now in my back, neck.... but it is "nice or pleasent" pain - not terrible - and very useful for curbing of mind........... But i need in massag, please! <3

2/9

Hello I want to massage yout neck and shoulders and back and hands and feets and legs and stomach. I love to massage you and make you feel good. Today I have been at the beach swimming, and sun bathing. I wanted so much that you could be with me. Your chickens are lucky having you to care for them. Cleaning and make it comfertable for them.I ask do you sing for them too? (I think so) How are my massage? I feel specialy your neck, its a little hard. and also shoulders. I will make them soft and good. I am yours I am so happy to know you. Lets go for a walk in our dreams Go to a sunny beach and play make love and swim in the waves. Go home late after sun has disapeared in the ocean. Kiss and 2/9

Here is map put a point Yes? Kiss U

3/9

Dear-lovely Jens! Hello! How are You today! Today i love You more than Yesterday... I mast say You "sorry", because Yesterday did not send You the map, wich i mad specialy for You... Hope, that YOU - Jens - understand my situation.......

3/9

My dear lovely and sweet and ........ dear Asiya. Thank you for very good photo. I will now go to Google Earth and check out if I can find you. I understand your situation...... I think. I love you more and more as I learn more about you. You should be a creative artist. You are very clever with photo camera. Is it you who take the photos? and you are clever to draw and put together (mix) photos and drawings. I hope today you are in good spirit and mood. I love you my dear Asiya!!!!!!! Jens

3/9

I hope I found the right place, se enclosed photo. I love you, and I will always wait for you, and bring you to any place you want Kiss you

4/9

Hello, Jens! Wait me... please, because I Love YOU!!!!!!!!!

4/9

I am waiting you. You are my inspiration for life. I like your dog, what is his/hers name. Kiss you both Jens

4/9

Hi Asiya, to morrow I shall drive to Sweden, It means I shall drive 150 km south to a town called Sandefjord and from there take boat (ferry) to Stømstad in Sweden. I shall there do some shopping for my mother and sister and then drive back to Oslo and to my home. I shall take photos on the journey so I can send you. Today I been to some meetings and now I am at home waiting for you letter. Its like this has come into my blood system. I love you so much Jens See I am strong, but to much stomach I have to train more. Just when I am typing the letter it comes one letter from you!

4/9

Miss You, my strong Jens... You are strong and beautifule - it is try...

If it is interesting for YOU; my dogs name - Dolly - she is wonderful girl

4/9

I like your Dolly I agree she is very kind I can see it

4/9

Jens, i want to see You - more quickly. It is emotions, but i understand that it is possible... In the next month i will be in other town - it will be other students life.... I don't want it - i want to die, when i think about it... Because this academya not interesting for me and not actually in our life... i don't want, i don't wan't, it is not interesting for me... I want to see You, I love YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And my mother knews about You... She says: "if You will be happy with this man, no prolems...", but i have not money.. i mast work for acumulated money

4/9

Asiya If we think about this a little serious, how much you need if you should come to Norway? I could transfere the money to you, I can give it to you. If you think its to big present I can borrow it to you. First time you can stay here for 3 month, and we can plan everything for future. I am glad your mother say that she accept relation. Kiss you, and Dolly.

4/9 I surrender: I will not be able... I do not know a sum of money which is needed for a journey in Norwey... And who will allow me? In fact I do not have a visa... And you.. can not arrive to me?.... By the way: about seriose or little seriose: my relations are serious and I feel torments because can not be near to you 1 kiss for You and 2 fo Your Teodor’

6/9

I send you an airphoto from Lysaker just outside Oslo, and my house. You can enlarge it to see better. You are in my heart and soul for ever Jens 6/9

I can not see you, where are you, are you hiding? I am walking around looking in all corners to find you. You are not under the table or behind this door. Are you taking a bath, no I cant see you. Why .... i dont understand where to find you. Please show your self if not for long so only for a few seconds. I can not walk around like this, not knowing what and where you are. I want to kiss you...... show you self so I can do it. Love...............Jens 7/9

it is difficult to be without You.... 8/9

Yesterday you gave me inspiration to make some terrible photos too. Kiss you million places and times Love you so much it almost hurt. Your Jensik

8/9

Jensik-Jensik.... Hello! it was very nice to see You on foto - like great art!!! I have 2 week yet here, and then i will live in other small town, without i-net, computer -and the main- without You.... a-a-a, it is so sadly... It will, may be, kill me, my spirit, but not my LOVE to YOU, Jensik. 1 hour ago - big happines: Football game: Russia-Makedonia- 3:0.... Yes!!!! Yes!!! Yes!!! the referee was Norwegian man - i am happy, because love You!!!Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8/9

Thank you! Please send me more photos so I will remember you all the time you are in this small town, what is the name of the town? You have to be strong and come back to me after study. I will wait you for ever if nessesary. I will pray for us and you every day. Please dont give up!!! It will be heavy for me to not to see you. But be sure I am with you in my soul Kiss U, Love U

9/9

Hi I miss you, my heart beat for you. Will you favor me with some letter and photos today????? Yes my love I want you my body need you and my soul need you and my brain say yes yes Kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssssss Yoooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

10/9

Meldingstekst "Asa" my love ! Dont judge me my love. But we should not hide anything for each otherI love you you should be sure about it. I tell you again I want to be with you like your lover and man who will support you i anything you want to do. I love you love love you. I will never leave you! Please be mine. I will be so proud. I give all my love. I will I promisse I will I will. Kiss you millions times Kiss you to end of life. Jensik

11/9

Jensik, hello... You are very bold boy! I am sorry, Jens! You see: foto is very simple and may be without interests for You... I can say only: "i love you....

11/9

My AsiaI love you, and you dont need to make photo like me. I love you and respect your wishes and I receive your love. Your photos is very intersting and good I like them Kiss you uncountable times. Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!

11/9

Dont be sorry Everything you do is interesting to me. Love love love yours ..... Jens

12/9

I miss you! I am sorry if I disapoint you. Forgive me please!

12/9

Today, two important footbal matche in European Qualifying to European Championship next year. Russia against England and Norway against Greece Kiss you Jens

13/9

I hope I have not freightend you so much so you will run away. I only did the photos because I love you so much. If you never come back I hope you will be healthy and have a beautifull and wonderfull and nice and prosperes life. Take care and stay cool Jens who always will rember you!!!!!! But perhaps went to far

13/9 Dear, lovely, Jens! forgive me my absence, pleace... I very much love you and there was nothing frightening in your pictures... I write, simply, to say that incessantly think about you.... I all the same did "such" photos for you, simply can not send it now, because there is my mother in this room.., we listen beautiful nationaly muzik. Our soccer command lost with a devastating account (0:3) - we have the last chance for reaching the final... so Worried yesterday, that a heart did not burst hardly..., and I am ill yet a bit - it is big froze at my work.

only love to you Warms me... you my "solnyshko", you are my happiness!!!

13/9

I am so happy for your letter, I was so afraid you should go away. I want to be with you, even if you go to study and will be away untill spring/summer next year. I will think about you all the time. I will hope you can find internet connection, only to tell that you are fine and all is well. Kiss U & Love U from very happy and glad Jens

14/9

Good evening, will I see you to day in the evening I wonder. Kiss you Jens

14/9

"But we should not hide anything for each other" - Yours words... I made for You "interesting" foto, but it was difficalt a little, because my room is small, and i have not door in my room... And i have rools of morals in my heart... But I love You and made it. Hope that may be You will not affraid my foto... Today, in the evening i was in big library - read the book about russian history And yet: i whant to see and tought You now, tomorrow, after tomorow - allwais... But waiting to next yeare - it is big and difficult way for me=long sadly time... Now i try to find way for making VISA... I whant to feel You leeps............ SORRY

14/9

Asiya You are fantastic! When I see your smile in the photos and your little blushing face I love you even more. My love for you get so strong. I never felt like this before. I want you so much. You make me live and give me insperation for life. I wdont know how to say it proper. I want us to come together. I will look and look at you, I see your soul You are so kind, and you give all of you when you love. I can see it. You are like you want to give and give when you find the right peson. Asia you look so good I wanted to kiss every part of you. We have so much to give each other. I know I am only writing and feeling I am not rasionell I am IN LOVE and everything goes around in my head. Love You kiss you want to make love with you. Jens your complete in love person.

14/9

Yes yes yes make Visa come to me I will never leave you! My lips are warm and wait for you.History our history Russia history Norway history we are part of all of it. We are a great part of it. I can not wait one year too. If you not come to me I will come to you at the universsity. I will find you. Please I love you so much. Do you have media player from Microsoft? love me please, kiss me please I want to hug you. If I touch your skin I will never be able to take my hand away. I am sure Its only only only you who is counting to me in this world and history. Its good to know your roots and my roots....................

15/9 You are brave and you trust me I feel so proud. I understand you have some moral doubts and jumping heart. Dont be afraid. I feel only more close to you. Now you are like a part of me. How can I ever be more happy than now. We should be together for ever, do you want? I hope I am like part of you. Now I only wish that you will not be disapointed when we meet person to person. Asiya you are a normal woman not special you say! You are the most normal woman I ever met. I dont understand what happend but I am so much in love with you even if we only meet on internet. I did not think it was possible. But now I see its possible. I will go to bed now, I am not sure I will sleep I will think whole night about your proof of love. You will never regret it I will see to it. My Asiya spakojne notsje. My everything My universe. MY Woman !!!!

15/9

On the photo Location B you shall follow the red line from Jens to the end. Photos will be put as we drive . 1,2,3, and so on. Hope you will enjoy the trip. Hope you will decide that we will be together. Kiss and Love.....

15/9

My dear Asiya ! My heart has been jumping so strange since yesterday. I slept not so good waked up many times. I hope you not regret that you show me all of you. You look so innocent and cute. I can not stop looking and looking not only the last photos but all photos you have send to me. Hope that you will find the way to come to me. I will wait for you with open armes. If you want to be with me forever I will support you in all ways. When I look at you I can not understand how lucky I am to be loved by you, its like been in heaven. Please dont be afraid me, I am made only for you. Jens ....... love......... kind......... serious

15/9

Asiya Where are you. I miss you so much! come to me here on internet please

16/9

Please dont drop me, I am not terrible! If I have been bad I ask you to forgive me.

16/9

My nice Jensik, you most valuable, that I have in life... I will never forget you, I will always be with you, simply you know that if I do not have possibility to be in the internet, I remember you every second however.... I thank God, that you remember me and perceive normally... After your warm words I am simply confused... Today my brother need in computer, therefore I will miss... without You again.

P.S. I with dread waited your reaction on my pictures... Thanks to You for everything... I want to be your...

I look at you all day long (not the naked photos but all others, only from time to time your naked photos, and I am blushing)

17/9

Hello, Jensik... I am nervouse too, because i am not angel.., like You (you are my angel - i love You, want to be lovely for You, i need You)... And in all moments of my life i see You in my imagination - may be it is not "complite" You, but i think that i am feel You well. I want to walk after you like a tail, to touch you, look at you, smell, lick - does not know, I very want simply to appear close-close to you, to hear your heart, feel yourth warm... :) I love you... I am sorry, that pictures are not present while - I was busy at shallow work in the house... Tomorrow after work will go to library, it is late back to You, will kiss You and will send a photo - does not know what - what will turn out... i have this internetional pasport and 50000000 kisses for You

17/9

Meldingstekst

Oh my Asiya we are both angles to each other. The more I look into your eyes I know I will always stay with you. I feel already the strengh and energy runing around in my body. My blood my heart is bumping for you boompedibompbbooooomppppp bomp.

I will die foryou if you ask me too, or I will claim the highest mountain or I will bring you the most sweet smelling flowers. I will cary you on my shoulders. I feel so strong for you. I realy love for first time in my life. I am yours.................. Kiss you like the stars in the sky.

18/9

To day I made dinner for my mother and my sister. First I boiled smoked Treska with my special sous from Butter, smetana,citron,mustard, egg and persille. Boiled potatos and boild Markovka. For desert I made form chrushed icecubes, mango, perry and vanilia icecream. Very taste both dinner and desert. My mother was very happy.

I want for you to make dinners for you every day the rest of my life!!!!

Hope you are well. Take care I love you................................. My love for you only grow and grow and grow.

I close my eyes and see your smile so real come to me please.

Jens

18/9

I came, take me in Your embrace, please!

18/9

I embrace you please be mine for ever I will send you something later today. Even when I see you with cloth on I canot stop thinking about you in bed without cloth I am not bad its only like it is. I love you so much Tank you for very nice and smily photos I love you.

18/9

My love I have got some problem with my laptop please dont be nervous I am here and tomorow I will buy a new one. I love you and got your email with your very nice photos I hug hold around you and embrace you I kiss. and dance with you

18/9

My Aiya You said you should make a phonecall today. Did you make it? What was result?

I wait you or you wait me, We will be together.

19/9

Hi love! Terrible bad boy take shower before he meet you. Dont judge me to hard.

I am only in love......

19/9

 

My friend Teodor dancing for you, he ask me about you every day, He ask when we shall go or when do you come

He send you many kisses

me toooooooooooooooooooooooo

19/9

 

I am sitting here and think where are you what are you doing under all the stars. I am walking in the rain and wind and get some glimses of you among the stars. You are flying with your arms streching for love. I want so much you where mine, but I know you have all life in front of you. I know you need your power for the future, but what about me? I will not stand in your way, i will only give you all my strengh to achive everything in this life.
I am walking here under the autumn trees colours like green, yellow and red. Some of the leafs already fall down, i feel them under my naked feets I am freezing here is cold. The world is so stupied. and people make jokes and I am frustrated. Why caqn I not love you with all my heart. Other can say what they want. I am not too old to love and to be, I am a man I want , I want I am ready I can do all I can live for both of us. Dreams can not be real but this our love my love is I know it I mean it I feel it, I want it.
........................................ What will be from all this emotions????
.........................................................Understand me I love you!!!!!
19/9
Hello, wonderful and not terrible boy, Jensik! I called, but woman, wich i try to find (because she may be can make Visa without trip to Moskow), have holyday now for 2 week... Then she will say me Yes or No - i can not waiting.. Tomorroy i went to Troitsk - only one day... Theodor is the super dancer..., like You... And i have big impression about Your other film
19/9
Thanks take care and be carefull, hope your trip will be sucessfull and you will be safe back . Remember to sit together with your dog and family for a few seconds to wish for a safe trip.
Kiss you my fantastic woman You are so beautifull and full of life.
20/9
Hi love send you some more film. Love you. I am so warm in my heart and body after being in bed with you for so long time.
Kiss for you from your not terrible boy Jens.
I am very happy you gave me your mobile phone. I feel you closer.
21/9
Are you tired, do you sleep are you awake? I miss you so much. Why wind change, I hope it blow in our direction. Kiss you and wait you
23/9
Jens, I read your letter from 19th of September - one of most serious... I needed in so serios letter wrom You, it is wonderful and you are wonderful.

 

I did not search someone concrete - I searched love... I feel you, Jens, although we did not see each other... It is possible to talk beautiful words, but the most important - what i have in my soul... I love you...

And about the future: it will seem to you not in earnest..., but I am, my soul feel good with you, I want to live for you...

But you are very clever, beautiful and quiet, and I am afraid that i will not be interesting for you..................................I only Love YOU

23/9
I love YOU...in any case... all time... - it is my soul - i can not doing here nothing - You are so wonderful
23/9

Oh Asiya, my Asiya, Asiya my kind and honest and kind and caring Asiya. I have no words,

I promisse you I will live for you. It is easy to promisse Its what I do who show how I am.

You are so young and pretty and creative and inteligent so dont be afraid I will never be tired from you. You will interest me for the rest of my life.

I have never felt so young and so full of energy and crazy in my whole life. I am serious you should finnish education and after you and I can be together (marry) if you still want me.

Jens

PS hope you can listen to the song I send you.

24/9

Hello, Jensik... I read your letter again, i knew and feel it is serious and you do not play with me... I feel that you are the noble educated knight... And I want to be like You... Therefore I must say you, that I not such... I am not beautiful woman, I do not have new beautiful clothes, there is not cosmetics at me, I tired in my life and does not want to study here.... All of it so sadly... I want to be your wife, but you must look around - in our Russia all of girls are beautiful, stiling, creativ and I not that...

 

Now in first time i listen Your Song.. - i not understand all of words... but i cry, tears flow, my soul softened... you are the best in the world - my second half, my native soul...

 

25/9
Love hope you come to me to night. Kiss you I want you so much I am half crazy loving You.
25/9
You follow me constantly... or I follow you... It sincerely, your appearance in my head and heart all days, + ideas about you, dreams... Jens, does can you made a mistake in me?
25/9
To me you are the finest person and woman I ever have known.
25/9
I disappeared, I am sorry, please... I must sleep - tomorrow it will be
saturated day... I know exactly, that through the night I will be with you...
kind night, Jesik!
25/9
Love, love ,love, love, love,love,love,love my
Asiya Take care and have a wonderfull night (with me) and
tomorrow................. love love love

 

 
 
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